Life is a game of balance. It takes and it gives.
It is fun and it is cruel. It is light and it is dark. But it is the past, present, and future. It is what you make it so take it and don’t break it shape and make it. But you build it you break it. You shape it and make it into your future. You learn from your past. You use it in the present. It’s balancing act it takes practice.


I’m here and I’m with you
But I’m still scared
I’m long past the time I would run away.
I’m past the time to close myself off.
So I’m going to open up.
I’m going to let you in.
But you must promise to stay
With me, to be there for me
To still love me in the morning.
I’m yours
Please be mine and never ever leave.


The water surrounds me now.
I can’t breath can’t think.
I don’t know where the current is going to take me
If I let go. Just let go.
The water is warming and calming
I let go. Only to find what I always wanted.
I got to the other side I made it to you.
You saved me you held me.
You were there for me.
There you are now and here I am in your warm surrounding arms.
My tears still falling as you hold me close and whisper I love you into my ears
The pieces of my heart are slowly found and out back together by you.
That wall you put up is falling down and I can see the real smile behind your ever-changing eyes.
These tears are from the melted winter in your heart.
They dry up and leave salt on my cheeks.
The tears stop and I can see your smiling face.
I snuggle closer to your chest and listen to the last ice break and the warmth of those first few beats bring a smile to my face.
The closer you pull me to you the less I want to leave your arms.
The heat from your breath is still on my neck and the warmth of your lips is still on mine.

To fall asleep in this cold wintry snow is to come to a slow numbing death. Could death embrace me with warm protecting arms? Would it save me from the frozen air? Could you stop death? Can you save me? Can you warm my frozen heart? Save me. Save my life. Won’t you help me?

My protector you give me light when it was dark. You give me warmth when everything else was so cold. You give me strength when even you were falling apart. You gave me happiness when I was in heartrending pain. When I felt like everything was a game and there was nothing to live for you protected me from the world. I’m forever grateful. I wish for you to always be there and maybe one-day love me again.

I want the ties to be broken and the lights to turn off… I want that warm, touch, taste, and feel. Under the covers of darkness and the confusion of the secrets we have never shared before. The consciousness in the darkest part of our hearts that wants to discover each other… Make all the noises of the day and the yelling of what went before go away… Make this moment incredible even if it’s only a once in a lifetime night. I wouldn’t give it up for the world let’s make the time and the ache stop… Just for us… Lets create one sweet sensation. And then we can go back to the cruel and cold life in the morning.